#entry
Monday, January 29, 2007
Waiting as the world crashes down
upon me. I spill my heart to you on the
false pretense that you were my friend,
only to have you backstab me with the
girl I was spilling my heart to you about!
You knew I liked her, you knew my
problems. Yet you acted calm and
composed, whilst you schemed behind
my back. And when you had your chance,
you stole her from us. And left me
stranded and hated by my friends who
thought i tried to steal her when YOU
intended to steal her all along. It was
You who stole her, yet i took the blame.
You did it so subtly and I became your
scapegoat whom by which, you would
walk away from your crime unhated
and untouched
For that, I am left friendless and hated.
Now i hate myself and the world hates
me. You've ruined my life in all of its
aspects. And you did it so professionally
like the show you love so much! You
secretly crept up behind me and crushed
me and my spirit and will to live.
Now I have nothing to live on, and its
ALL THANKS TO YOU
; tortured
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